Hows you all?

[AttractaHaze]

Sorry I dived on and haven't been around haha. Mental times with decorating new carpet and my own mental health being ass enough that I've slept for like 32 hours (mostly on but off too haha) in the last few days.

How are you all? Repeat script times! I'm a little sad chatterbox still isn't there. But hey ho

 

[AnaKelly]

Sorry I dived on and haven't been around haha. Mental times with decorating new carpet and my own mental health being ass enough that I've slept for like 32 hours (mostly on but off too haha) in the last few days.

How are you all? Repeat script times! I'm a little sad chatterbox still isn't there. But hey ho

Hey I’m Ana—sending love and a virtual blanket. Gimme some of that sleep! I’ve been averaging about 4 hours a day for years, and let me tell you, it’s not giving.
That said, I totally get you—even 32 hours doesn’t count if you don’t wake up feeling even a little recharged. I’ve been through the sleep med carousel too, and I’m still chasing that elusive “real” rest.

Since Chatterbox is off the table for now (sad times), I’ve been doing some digging for strains with similar vibes—something that doesn’t just knock you out but actually helps with mental clarity, mood, and maybe even feeling vaguely human.

Here are a few that look promising based on effect, vibe, and similar THC levels:

1. Aurora® – Delahaze (T22)
Sativa Hybrid – 22% THC
Notes: Uplifting, Fruity

Probably the closest match overall for that sociable, chatter-friendly uplift. Great daytime option.


2. 4C Labs – Super-G Citra (SGC T28)
Sativa Hybrid – 28% THC
Notes: Citrus, Energetic, Clear-headed

A bit punchier, but gives that “on but not overwhelmed” feeling—good for staying mentally present.


3. Grow – Pink Lilac (Platinum PL T27)
Sativa Hybrid – 27% THC
Notes: Floral, Balanced

Sounds mood-lifting, gentle on the mind. A potential smooth switch if Chatterbox gave you that floaty focus.


4. 4C Labs – Donkey Butter (DBT T24)
Hybrid – 24% THC
Notes: Relaxing

Slightly heavier, but still mentally clear. Could work well for calming social anxiety without couch-lock.


Still testing the waters myself, but figured I’d share in case any of these hit your radar too. Let me know if you want more info on flavour, vape smoothness, or how they handle fatigue or pain—happy to help you find your next best match!

And hey—if you do manage some proper rest, send a little of that dream dust my way, yeah?

 

[AttractaHaze]

Hey hun. Yes the sleep.. im the same as you. I usualy average between 3 and 4 with the odd day every few months I knock out for 8 hours one night then back to the 3 or 4 hours.

The sleep I have had is down to severe stress and depression. Which I'm still in but on the better end of the barrel now. Lots going on 2 situations I cannot change but have to wait through. Urgh. Is what it is.

So, before u replied I did put in a repeat. So I'll keep your recommendation for next month xxxx much love chicken and I hope you're ok too!! Xxxxxxxxx

 

[AttractaHaze]

Hey hun. Yes the sleep.. im the same as you. I usualy average between 3 and 4 with the odd day every few months I knock out for 8 hours one night then back to the 3 or 4 hours.

The sleep I have had is down to severe stress and depression. Which I'm still in but on the better end of the barrel now. Lots going on 2 situations I cannot change but have to wait through. Urgh. Is what it is.

So, before u replied I did put in a repeat. So I'll keep your recommendation for next month xxxx much love chicken and I hope you're ok too!! Xxxxxxxxx

I was reccomeb3d 2 others the other week from here but saw the low THC level which... nothing under 26% does nothing for me so didn't order

 

[AnaKelly]

Hey hun. Yes the sleep.. im the same as you. I usualy average between 3 and 4 with the odd day every few months I knock out for 8 hours one night then back to the 3 or 4 hours.

The sleep I have had is down to severe stress and depression. Which I'm still in but on the better end of the barrel now. Lots going on 2 situations I cannot change but have to wait through. Urgh. Is what it is.

So, before u replied I did put in a repeat. So I'll keep your recommendation for next month xxxx much love chicken and I hope you're ok too!! Xxxxxxxxx

Oh hun, I hear you loud and clear. Many years of trauma here too—one thing after another, barely a breath between. I begged for help for so long, and only now they’ve started me on gabapentin… tonight, actually. Just a starting dose of 100mg. It’s meant to help with pain, but she reckons it’ll help me sleep too. Honestly though, if temazepam can’t keep me down longer than 5 hours, I’m not holding my breath—but I’ll persevere. Got to keep trying, haven’t we?

I’ve been working on reprogramming my mind too. With trauma, it’s like the brain’s stuck on high alert, like there’s no “off” switch. Add pain and gut issues to the mix, and it’s no wonder I never truly rest. I’m running on fumes half the time… but I’m still standing. Still fighting.

The depression? Yeah, ssdd if you know what I mean. But even in all that, I’m lucky—I’ve got a really supportive fiancé, and honestly, he’s a rock. Helps me remember I’m not in this alone.

Aww no worries about putting the repeat in already—keep my suggestions in your back pocket for next time. I’m curious though… what did you end up going for? Sending love, spoons, and the hope that one day we both get a full night’s rest without having to summon a whole pharmaceutical ritual.

 

[AttractaHaze]

Oh hun, I hear you loud and clear. Many years of trauma here too—one thing after another, barely a breath between. I begged for help for so long, and only now they’ve started me on gabapentin… tonight, actually. Just a starting dose of 100mg. It’s meant to help with pain, but she reckons it’ll help me sleep too. Honestly though, if temazepam can’t keep me down longer than 5 hours, I’m not holding my breath—but I’ll persevere. Got to keep trying, haven’t we?

I’ve been working on reprogramming my mind too. With trauma, it’s like the brain’s stuck on high alert, like there’s no “off” switch. Add pain and gut issues to the mix, and it’s no wonder I never truly rest. I’m running on fumes half the time… but I’m still standing. Still fighting.

The depression? Yeah, ssdd if you know what I mean. But even in all that, I’m lucky—I’ve got a really supportive fiancé, and honestly, he’s a rock. Helps me remember I’m not in this alone.

Aww no worries about putting the repeat in already—keep my suggestions in your back pocket for next time. I’m curious though… what did you end up going for? Sending love, spoons, and the hope that one day we both get a full night’s rest without having to summon a whole pharmaceutical ritual.

I know I've added another sourdough and white runtz to my order haha the other 4 I picked from the list haha xx

So, things that are keeping me up right now are my dad dying which unfortunately will be this year.. and my daughter. Got another 6 years of that crao but nothing am not used too. Other reasons for shite sleep are ADHD all my other truama I like to see as over with. Unless failure to or won't allow myself to grieve adds into that haha.

Life's a fuck show just gotta do our best xx our best is more than good enough xx

 

[AnaKelly]

Hey hun. Yes the sleep.. im the same as you. I usualy average between 3 and 4 with the odd day every few months I knock out for 8 hours one night then back to the 3 or 4 hours.

The sleep I have had is down to severe stress and depression. Which I'm still in but on the better end of the barrel now. Lots going on 2 situations I cannot change but have to wait through. Urgh. Is what it is.

So, before u replied I did put in a repeat. So I'll keep your recommendation for next month xxxx much love chicken and I hope you're ok too!! Xxxxxxxxx

I was reccomeb3d 2 others the other week from here but saw the low THC level which... nothing under 26% does nothing for me so didn't order

Ahh so delahaze off the table!!

Noted lol x

 

[AttractaHaze]

Ahh so delahaze off the table!!

Noted lol x

Sorry I should of added before... there's a lot of truama for me too. Much overlapping etc and I've realised the last year and lot more I didn't understand and realise before!

 

[AnaKelly]

I know I've added another sourdough and white runtz to my order haha the other 4 I picked from the list haha xx

So, things that are keeping me up right now are my dad dying which unfortunately will be this year.. and my daughter. Got another 6 years of that crao but nothing am not used too. Other reasons for shite sleep are ADHD all my other truama I like to see as over with. Unless failure to or won't allow myself to grieve adds into that haha.

Life's a fuck show just gotta do our best xx our best is more than good enough xx

Oh hun, I’m right there with you. I’m still waiting for my ADHD assessment too, and had my autism assessment done, but it’s been a month and I’m still in limbo with no diagnosis or report. The waiting feels like its own flavour of exhaustion, doesn’t it?

And yeah… I cut off some very toxic family too—coming up four weeks this Saturday. I’m 43, so that’s 43 years of unpacking ahead, but I finally chose peace over poison. It wasn’t even just about healing my own trauma—it was about ending the cycle. That generational trauma? It stops with me.

I’ve also had to make peace with the fact that when my dad or mum passes, I may not even be told. But the choice to protect my peace was necessary. It hurts, but I know it was the right thing.

Massive love to you for surviving what you have and still showing up. Life is a full-on shitshow sometimes, but like you said—doing our best really is more than good enough. And on the days we can’t? Just breathing is brave enough.

As for your choices—they definitely fall out of my price range! I’m that person who rarely gets those strains and has to stick with lower THC as a result. But hey, we make it work however we can, right?

 

[AnaKelly]

Sorry I should of added before... there's a lot of truama for me too. Much overlapping etc and I've realised the last year and lot more I didn't understand and realise before!

You’d honestly be surprised what links to what—I’ve been through it too. It’s like once the trauma lens is on, suddenly so much starts making sense that didn’t before.

Something really important to keep in mind: PTSD, and especially complex PTSD, doesn’t just mess with your head—it affects your whole body. It changes gut function, how you process medication, how you sleep, how your energy flows throughout the day… the works. It’s a full-system override, not just emotional.

That’s why I’ve been diving into reprogramming work recently—it’s fascinating stuff. The idea that we can rewrite the trauma coding in our systems, even after decades of carrying it, gives me a bit of hope. Might be worth looking into if you haven’t already.

Here if you ever want to talk about that kind of stuff too. It’s a lot, but you’re not alone in it.

 

[AttractaHaze]

Oh hun, I’m right there with you. I’m still waiting for my ADHD assessment too, and had my autism assessment done, but it’s been a month and I’m still in limbo with no diagnosis or report. The waiting feels like its own flavour of exhaustion, doesn’t it?

And yeah… I cut off some very toxic family too—coming up four weeks this Saturday. I’m 43, so that’s 43 years of unpacking ahead, but I finally chose peace over poison. It wasn’t even just about healing my own trauma—it was about ending the cycle. That generational trauma? It stops with me.

I’ve also had to make peace with the fact that when my dad or mum passes, I may not even be told. But the choice to protect my peace was necessary. It hurts, but I know it was the right thing.

Massive love to you for surviving what you have and still showing up. Life is a full-on shitshow sometimes, but like you said—doing our best really is more than good enough. And on the days we can’t? Just breathing is brave enough.

As for your choices—they definitely fall out of my price range! I’m that person who rarely gets those strains and has to stick with lower THC as a result. But hey, we make it work however we can, right?

Tried messaging u but seems you're new to and we are figuring out how this all works haha. Yeah the autism is hard as there's no treatment, meds or anything else for it. It's just learning to know yourself and your autism and teaching yourself how you need to cope..

The ADHD tho can be medicated eventually but people don't realise that after diognosis they are put on another list for meds which can take just as long as diognosis. Searched shared care and go down that route as it's only a 5 month wait for diog. I was diognosed 2 years ago and still sit on NHS waiting list where ice been since 2020 which is a joke! Message for a chat far more personal!