Hi @Al. Nice to meet you and welcome
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Good afternoon everyone and hope your day is going well
Today has been a roller coaster of emotions for me struggling with depression today I thought I wouldn't have the courage to write this on here but only think it's fair just to let anyone know who might wonder why I come and go and I know I won't be judged.
I guess life's challenges can get a bit much sometimes and things can get frustrating trying to navigate through these circumstances builds up and can take a toll on my mental health leaving me mentally and physically drained with a load of anxiety threw in the mix.
I do have meds to help but sometimes that's not enough and can feel numb without them.
Getting bored of what I have here and have went off the EmergenC for some reason when i was enjoin it.
Feeling like I could be doing with something new/ strains that may lift this heavy feeling and lighten my mood and would love any suggestions
The meds I have atm are Mango K, Amnesia Haze, OG Kush Breath and EmergenC.
Sorry for the rant
Hi @Al. Nice to meet you and welcome
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Good afternoon everyone and hope your day is going well
Today has been a roller coaster of emotions for me struggling with depression today I thought I wouldn't have the courage to write this on here but only think it's fair just to let anyone know who might wonder why I come and go and I know I won't be judged.
I guess life's challenges can get a bit much sometimes and things can get frustrating trying to navigate through these circumstances builds up and can take a toll on my mental health leaving me mentally and physically drained with a load of anxiety threw in the mix.
I do have meds to help but sometimes that's not enough and can feel numb without them.
Getting bored of what I have here and have went off the EmergenC for some reason when i was enjoin it.
Feeling like I could be doing with something new/ strains that may lift this heavy feeling and lighten my mood and would love any suggestions
The meds I have atm are Mango K, Amnesia Haze, OG Kush Breath and EmergenC.
Sorry for the rant
I’d give anything to sleep till morning just had hour after drs and nurses left… yet didn’t end up getting my new monthly med instead some my daily pills as they were worried wouldn’t know if side affects or that I’m so low currently and so put it in the fridge and gotta keep trying my meds even tho they have been making me sick and injection would been less hassle but think questions I asked seemed to worry them and seemed more bothered that I’m so low and spent the last week cleaning and trying to paint the bathroom and they didn’t even go there
and dogs were trying to climb over them as more interesting than me… and they haven’t seen people In ages either
Thankyou for your kinds words mateWell done for sharing, I know myself it can be hard. We do understand and no judging here. It's hard mate, and sometimes just being able to say that to other people and be believed is valuable.
Please do feel free to share again if it's helpful.
Ive not been great lately myself, I'm having another IBS attack here today, gone off food again, guts boiling, and I'm having trauma flashbacks, nightmares and various other symptoms alongside a buttload of anxiety (pun intended).
I'm trying to work out how to get a PTSD assessment done the cleanest way so I can get confirmation and get the right therapy but it's just more things to try and do on top of everything else. Feels like we are dragging ourselves uphill all the time honestly.
It's exhausting mate, hang in there and be kind to yourself
I really appreciate you taking the time 
️I totally understand how you feel been suffering from my social anxiety more and more and it was at the point I’d only spoken to my dad in around 8 months unless had to and it was ok as I had my dad and we could speak about anythingWell done for sharing, I know myself it can be hard. We do understand and no judging here. It's hard mate, and sometimes just being able to say that to other people and be believed is valuable.
Please do feel free to share again if it's helpful.
Ive not been great lately myself, I'm having another IBS attack here today, gone off food again, guts boiling, and I'm having trauma flashbacks, nightmares and various other symptoms alongside a buttload of anxiety (pun intended).
I'm trying to work out how to get a PTSD assessment done the cleanest way so I can get confirmation and get the right therapy but it's just more things to try and do on top of everything else. Feels like we are dragging ourselves uphill all the time honestly.
It's exhausting mate, hang in there and be kind to yourself
36 hrs to go and I’ve done all my packing, now I just need to get some clothes together
bon voyageStruggled with pain this morning but was rescued by banana gas.. Struggled with work stresses this afternoon but was rescued by strawberry pave.
Sitting trying to be calm and destress and atomic sour grapefruit is a great help. Think I’ll go hard on the GMO cookies later as I need some sleep.
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36 hrs to go and I’ve done all my packing, now I just need to get some clothes together
Surely a weeks break wouldn't have much effect on and individuals tolerance. That suggests that its the Sitka Legends strain/terpes that are too strong in the wrong areas for you atm. Maybe the THC% is too high too?
Actually, even 2 days break has an incredible effect on tolerance. 2 weeks is massive. Huge amount of receptors reset.Surely a weeks break wouldn't have much effect on and individuals tolerance. That suggests that its the Sitka Legends strain/terpes that are too strong in the wrong areas for you atm. Maybe the THC% is too high too?
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- Cannabinoids are compounds, mostly from the cannabis plant, that interact with the body's endocannabinoid system, creating mental (like euphoria from THC) and physical effects (like pain relief from CBD), with well-known examples being psychoactive THC and non-psychoactive CBD, found in plants but also synthesized, used medically, recreationally, and having varied effects and legality.
- Perhaps go for a CBD 4ward cultivar/strain, which in theory should be less psycho and a more medical physical form of treatment. to be honest IDK IIWII.
- Good Luck anyways, hope this waffle helps with your plight?
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I'm inbetween scwiptz and as you may be able to tell, I'm currently climbing walls! No sleep, full-time work, expensive rent, rip-off council tax, utility Jan bills. The list is uninterrupted and relentless! Anyway, I think most of us are in the same boat atm
Normalised.
sometimes just appreciate what we have.
Amnesia Haze for me to kick off this wet and blustery day up here ! Think we have a storm on the go ! Day for staying indoors heavily medicated I reckon
Feeling better this morning and would like to thank you all for your support
I know there's hash coming at some point and was wondering if there may be any talk of RSO being available to us ?
good days and bad days, your value doesn't change day to day, only how much shit you can take!
When hash comes, I'm guessing it will be poor.. Someone posted a promo shot of what looked like bubble hash with "vanilla flavour". UK MC flower took several years before it was of any kind of quality, so I would assume the same for hash.Amnesia Haze for me to kick off this wet and blustery day up here ! Think we have a storm on the go ! Day for staying indoors heavily medicated I reckon
Feeling better this morning and would like to thank you all for your support
I know there's hash coming at some point and was wondering if there may be any talk of RSO being available to us ?
Not at all mate I would never perceive your words in that sense Just having to check in with myself now and then just to give myself a realistic view of how yeah it's good and bad days and that day has been and gone and getting to know others struggles makes me feel more grateful for what I have and being able to have tailored medication makes everything betterAh that's great to hear mate
I hope you didn't think I was trying to outdo you yesterday btw, far from it, but reading back it occurred to me it could come across like that.
Just wanted to point out that you are amongst people who are similarly struggling a lot and really do get it (bit of a neurodivergent trait to indicate empathy by referencing something in context in our own lives)
Yes it's awful here too, absolute shite weather for a change!
