I jumped on the Kim's Sweet Diesel today, had a few things to sort out and just relaxing nicely after visiting my dad after a little bit of a leaking pipe issue, all sorted, think its time to change over to the Pave 34 soon 
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Hi @Al. Nice to meet you and welcome
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Good afternoon everyone and hope your day is going well
Today has been a roller coaster of emotions for me struggling with depression today I thought I wouldn't have the courage to write this on here but only think it's fair just to let anyone know who might wonder why I come and go and I know I won't be judged.
I guess life's challenges can get a bit much sometimes and things can get frustrating trying to navigate through these circumstances builds up and can take a toll on my mental health leaving me mentally and physically drained with a load of anxiety threw in the mix.
I do have meds to help but sometimes that's not enough and can feel numb without them.
Getting bored of what I have here and have went off the EmergenC for some reason when i was enjoin it.
Feeling like I could be doing with something new/ strains that may lift this heavy feeling and lighten my mood and would love any suggestions
The meds I have atm are Mango K, Amnesia Haze, OG Kush Breath and EmergenC.
Sorry for the rant
Well done for sharing, I know myself it can be hard. We do understand and no judging here. It's hard mate, and sometimes just being able to say that to other people and be believed is valuable.
Please do feel free to share again if it's helpful.
Ive not been great lately myself, I'm having another IBS attack here today, gone off food again, guts boiling, and I'm having trauma flashbacks, nightmares and various other symptoms alongside a buttload of anxiety (pun intended).
I'm trying to work out how to get a PTSD assessment done the cleanest way so I can get confirmation and get the right therapy but it's just more things to try and do on top of everything else. Feels like we are dragging ourselves uphill all the time honestly.
It's exhausting mate, hang in there and be kind to yourself
Lucky me. I found a big bud in a Lock & Lock pot. Yippee!!! I'm inbetween swiptz and have rinsed oot all my flowers..
Al.
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Hi @Al. Nice to meet you and welcome
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Good afternoon everyone and hope your day is going well
Today has been a roller coaster of emotions for me struggling with depression today I thought I wouldn't have the courage to write this on here but only think it's fair just to let anyone know who might wonder why I come and go and I know I won't be judged.
I guess life's challenges can get a bit much sometimes and things can get frustrating trying to navigate through these circumstances builds up and can take a toll on my mental health leaving me mentally and physically drained with a load of anxiety threw in the mix.
I do have meds to help but sometimes that's not enough and can feel numb without them.
Getting bored of what I have here and have went off the EmergenC for some reason when i was enjoin it.
Feeling like I could be doing with something new/ strains that may lift this heavy feeling and lighten my mood and would love any suggestions
The meds I have atm are Mango K, Amnesia Haze, OG Kush Breath and EmergenC.
Sorry for the rant
Hi Bryan,
when I feel like this I 'kiss the day goodnight'.
Don't care what time it is it's going to be tomorrow when I next get up.
The days when there are not even any spoons in the draw....sleep is a great healer.
feel better
Al
Anyone tried the pink cookies by Sundaze® says
If so What do people think of this says it’s wedding cake on leafy yet it’s not right strains to be according to MedBud leafy said
Pink Cookies,
also known as Wedding Cake, is the familial genetic cross of Girl Scout Cookies and Cherry Pie.
Yet med but says it’s a cross of Parents: Pink Kush (Hybrid) x Canuk Cookies (Hybrid) (TBC) and not wedding cake as had some cake one before but hopefully it’s not harsh and knocks me out still need to find something else as one type one last me long but waiting for new stock
Not sure if come with boveda as in jar I’m still sure keeps better in bags and seems to more likely dead in the jars but maybe just been my luck so far but apparently due restock so ogkb back and others and hopefully some decent deals we could all do with im sure hope you guys got some of the discounts today shame mostly Sativa or good if what you like or if wanting Indica like me not so good but hopefully get my chance but yeah anyone had pink cookies think my first gamma so hope not like hey as avoided them as people said gamma was like hey over beta and others
and dogs were trying to climb over them as more interesting than me… and they haven’t seen people In ages either
If so What do people think of this says it’s wedding cake on leafy yet it’s not right strains to be according to MedBud leafy said
Pink Cookies,
also known as Wedding Cake, is the familial genetic cross of Girl Scout Cookies and Cherry Pie.
Yet med but says it’s a cross of Parents: Pink Kush (Hybrid) x Canuk Cookies (Hybrid) (TBC) and not wedding cake as had some cake one before but hopefully it’s not harsh and knocks me out still need to find something else as one type one last me long but waiting for new stock
Not sure if come with boveda as in jar I’m still sure keeps better in bags and seems to more likely dead in the jars but maybe just been my luck so far but apparently due restock so ogkb back and others and hopefully some decent deals we could all do with im sure hope you guys got some of the discounts today shame mostly Sativa or good if what you like or if wanting Indica like me not so good but hopefully get my chance but yeah anyone had pink cookies think my first gamma so hope not like hey as avoided them as people said gamma was like hey over beta and others
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I’d give anything to sleep till morning just had hour after drs and nurses left… yet didn’t end up getting my new monthly med instead some my daily pills as they were worried wouldn’t know if side affects or that I’m so low currently and so put it in the fridge and gotta keep trying my meds even tho they have been making me sick and injection would been less hassle but think questions I asked seemed to worry them and seemed more bothered that I’m so low and spent the last week cleaning and trying to paint the bathroom and they didn’t even go there
and dogs were trying to climb over them as more interesting than me… and they haven’t seen people In ages either
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Thankyou for your kinds words mateWell done for sharing, I know myself it can be hard. We do understand and no judging here. It's hard mate, and sometimes just being able to say that to other people and be believed is valuable.
Please do feel free to share again if it's helpful.
Ive not been great lately myself, I'm having another IBS attack here today, gone off food again, guts boiling, and I'm having trauma flashbacks, nightmares and various other symptoms alongside a buttload of anxiety (pun intended).
I'm trying to work out how to get a PTSD assessment done the cleanest way so I can get confirmation and get the right therapy but it's just more things to try and do on top of everything else. Feels like we are dragging ourselves uphill all the time honestly.
It's exhausting mate, hang in there and be kind to yourself
I really appreciate you taking the time I need to be grateful for the health I have as I could be in a very different position
Your situation also reminds me to be grateful and send you positive healing thoughts
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Plodding on with what's left of this what feels like there's something in the air kinda day apart from the vapour from the Mango K Ammo mix I'm finding is helping lift my mood and help me concentrate on tasks like just being able to get out to get some food in.
Saying there something in the air i just witnessed a poor guy lose the plot in the supermarket there to have to be reststrained and arrested another reminder that things could be different
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I totally understand how you feel been suffering from my social anxiety more and more and it was at the point I’d only spoken to my dad in around 8 months unless had to and it was ok as I had my dad and we could speak about anythingWell done for sharing, I know myself it can be hard. We do understand and no judging here. It's hard mate, and sometimes just being able to say that to other people and be believed is valuable.
Please do feel free to share again if it's helpful.
Ive not been great lately myself, I'm having another IBS attack here today, gone off food again, guts boiling, and I'm having trauma flashbacks, nightmares and various other symptoms alongside a buttload of anxiety (pun intended).
I'm trying to work out how to get a PTSD assessment done the cleanest way so I can get confirmation and get the right therapy but it's just more things to try and do on top of everything else. Feels like we are dragging ourselves uphill all the time honestly.
It's exhausting mate, hang in there and be kind to yourself
Then I lost him recently and wasn’t his time and so my world stopped turning he bought me up and never gone a day we didn’t speak and lived together as was my best and only real friend not just my dad
And now iv no idea how to cope or get through life and don’t want to without him im only here as our dogs need me…. Or I’d of gone to to be with my dad iv got nothing worth being here for without him
If didn’t have the dogs to look after… I don’t even have a next of kin made me realise
I’m truly alone and lost everything that mattered to me sorry your stuggling too I just want to knock myself out so I don’t feel the pain as bad as I don’t know how it’s possible to get through this I truly don’t…. Especially with coroners and stuff too going to know every detail and what I know is bad enough so can only see more pain and suffering and going to have to speak and been advised to get solicitor yet nothing easy when live so remote and everyone’s in with each other so totally corrupt officials
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So grateful for canna honestly. My guts are on fire but the oil is helping loads with the body and the flower with the head.
Speaking of which, I was made to wait a week to be told the MCT I ordered was suddenly out of stock, and would I like to wait an unspecified number of weeks to receive it.
Obviously not so I've ordered a replacement, fingers crossed it comes tomorrow or weds for oil experiments
Speaking of which, I was made to wait a week to be told the MCT I ordered was suddenly out of stock, and would I like to wait an unspecified number of weeks to receive it.
Obviously not so I've ordered a replacement, fingers crossed it comes tomorrow or weds for oil experiments
Bit of a fried head here today after using light mode constantly for about a week (except in the forum) so I'm going to get heavily medicated this evening and let my eyes recover ,starting with Georgia Pie 
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Struggled with pain this morning but was rescued by banana gas.. Struggled with work stresses this afternoon but was rescued by strawberry pave.
Sitting trying to be calm and destress and atomic sour grapefruit is a great help. Think I’ll go hard on the GMO cookies later as I need some sleep.
Sitting trying to be calm and destress and atomic sour grapefruit is a great help. Think I’ll go hard on the GMO cookies later as I need some sleep.
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36 hrs to go and I’ve done all my packing, now I just need to get some clothes together
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The UK Medical Market is a joke, its embarrassing!!! Fix up, look sharp! Go hard or go home!
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bon voyageStruggled with pain this morning but was rescued by banana gas.. Struggled with work stresses this afternoon but was rescued by strawberry pave.
Sitting trying to be calm and destress and atomic sour grapefruit is a great help. Think I’ll go hard on the GMO cookies later as I need some sleep.
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36 hrs to go and I’ve done all my packing, now I just need to get some clothes together
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i've been trying the sitka cherry triumph the last few days, I'm not sure whether its the combination of terpenes or the 7 day break i had over xmas but its knocking me sideways which is something i really don't want.
i think i've either got to go back to a strain i have tried before as i just cant work out what is going on with this sitka strain.
i think i've either got to go back to a strain i have tried before as i just cant work out what is going on with this sitka strain.
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Surely a weeks break wouldn't have much effect on and individuals tolerance. That suggests that its the Sitka Legends strain/terpes that are too strong in the wrong areas for you atm. Maybe the THC% is too high too?
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- Cannabinoids are compounds, mostly from the cannabis plant, that interact with the body's endocannabinoid system, creating mental (like euphoria from THC) and physical effects (like pain relief from CBD), with well-known examples being psychoactive THC and non-psychoactive CBD, found in plants but also synthesized, used medically, recreationally, and having varied effects and legality.
- Perhaps go for a CBD 4ward cultivar/strain, which in theory should be less psycho and a more medical physical form of treatment. to be honest IDK IIWII.
- Good Luck anyways, hope this waffle helps with your plight?
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I'm inbetween scwiptz and as you may be able to tell, I'm currently climbing walls! No sleep, full-time work, expensive rent, rip-off council tax, utility Jan bills. The list is uninterrupted and relentless! Anyway, I think most of us are in the same boat atm
Normalised.
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Actually, even 2 days break has an incredible effect on tolerance. 2 weeks is massive. Huge amount of receptors reset.Surely a weeks break wouldn't have much effect on and individuals tolerance. That suggests that its the Sitka Legends strain/terpes that are too strong in the wrong areas for you atm. Maybe the THC% is too high too?
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- Cannabinoids are compounds, mostly from the cannabis plant, that interact with the body's endocannabinoid system, creating mental (like euphoria from THC) and physical effects (like pain relief from CBD), with well-known examples being psychoactive THC and non-psychoactive CBD, found in plants but also synthesized, used medically, recreationally, and having varied effects and legality.
- Perhaps go for a CBD 4ward cultivar/strain, which in theory should be less psycho and a more medical physical form of treatment. to be honest IDK IIWII.
- Good Luck anyways, hope this waffle helps with your plight?
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I'm inbetween scwiptz and as you may be able to tell, I'm currently climbing walls! No sleep, full-time work, expensive rent, rip-off council tax, utility Jan bills. The list is uninterrupted and relentless! Anyway, I think most of us are in the same boat atm
Normalised.
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I really don't understand why is the uk market a "joke". 200+ strains available is no joke to me, when other countries want to outright skip flower.
sometimes just appreciate what we have.
I'm on the KSD this morning after a bit of a struggle trying to do what I normally do when I get up. Waking up nicely now 
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Amnesia Haze for me to kick off this wet and blustery day up here ! Think we have a storm on the go ! Day for staying indoors heavily medicated I reckon
Feeling better this morning and would like to thank you all for your support
I know there's hash coming at some point and was wondering if there may be any talk of RSO being available to us ?
Feeling better this morning and would like to thank you all for your support
I know there's hash coming at some point and was wondering if there may be any talk of RSO being available to us ?
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Amnesia Haze for me to kick off this wet and blustery day up here ! Think we have a storm on the go ! Day for staying indoors heavily medicated I reckon
Feeling better this morning and would like to thank you all for your support
I know there's hash coming at some point and was wondering if there may be any talk of RSO being available to us ?
Ah that's great to hear mate
good days and bad days, your value doesn't change day to day, only how much shit you can take!I hope you didn't think I was trying to outdo you yesterday btw, far from it, but reading back it occurred to me it could come across like that.
Just wanted to point out that you are amongst people who are similarly struggling a lot and really do get it (bit of a neurodivergent trait to indicate empathy by referencing something in context in our own lives)
Yes it's awful here too, absolute shite weather for a change!
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When hash comes, I'm guessing it will be poor.. Someone posted a promo shot of what looked like bubble hash with "vanilla flavour". UK MC flower took several years before it was of any kind of quality, so I would assume the same for hash.Amnesia Haze for me to kick off this wet and blustery day up here ! Think we have a storm on the go ! Day for staying indoors heavily medicated I reckon
Feeling better this morning and would like to thank you all for your support
I know there's hash coming at some point and was wondering if there may be any talk of RSO being available to us ?
RSO - I very much doubt it. It's easy enough to make from flower, if you have a lot!
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Morning Med Buddies,
I had the brain wave of moving my B0 into my office full time so I've been melting my face off which some Tropicana Cherry as has become the norm. I've now got the Screwball downstairs and dare I say I'm considering getting another PID so the Ruby Twist can live somewhere as well lol. 3 Seperate stations sounds fair to me.
I had the brain wave of moving my B0 into my office full time so I've been melting my face off which some Tropicana Cherry as has become the norm. I've now got the Screwball downstairs and dare I say I'm considering getting another PID so the Ruby Twist can live somewhere as well lol. 3 Seperate stations sounds fair to me.
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Not at all mate I would never perceive your words in that sense Just having to check in with myself now and then just to give myself a realistic view of how yeah it's good and bad days and that day has been and gone and getting to know others struggles makes me feel more grateful for what I have and being able to have tailored medication makes everything betterAh that's great to hear mate
I hope you didn't think I was trying to outdo you yesterday btw, far from it, but reading back it occurred to me it could come across like that.
Just wanted to point out that you are amongst people who are similarly struggling a lot and really do get it (bit of a neurodivergent trait to indicate empathy by referencing something in context in our own lives)
Yes it's awful here too, absolute shite weather for a change!
