Woe is me. I have put in a huge massive order in the hopes that I will have the money to pay for it once it has gone through all the checks and balances. By that I mean I have to sell my second to last gold bracelet.
I am being pretty bold not sure what they reply will be.
What I really want to do is say I am in an uncomfortable place because I am in pain and very emotional. My birthday is coming up. I can't even share what happened last year as so many of us are here because of trauma.
What I do know is that I don't ever want to be in this exact place again. I will never let my medicine get so low that I am not using for fear of running out, which will happen no matter what.
I also have to decide whether to travel to Hove next week so I can get my colonic or stay home where it just feels safer. I am meant to be staying with a former client now friend. But she has had trauma and she loves questioning my relationship and the loyalty of my partner.
I don't have trust issues with my partner. Despite me being hugely overweight I am a catch. I love with all my heart and I am here for all the support with him, with you.
Please, send me a virtual hug. I know this will pass. I just need to get through it. One breath at a time.
To help me feel better I am thinking about how epic it would be if I truly could make
@Lank72 the world leader in testing all
THC products made for public consumption and everyone here gets fre scripts.
I am also toying around with the idea of having a canna safe B&B room. I live in a holiday destination UK place. Not the biggest. It is not Paris. I want to do little mini retreats that are
MC friendly. I only have one room. But I will make it super duper comfy.
