Ditto he’s been really good don’t want to loose good people
I’m not sure exactly what happened but hope all be ok as I’m grateful for all you guys that do anything to make this easier for us
and I know i wouldn’t probably be here had I not got this forum and the dogs got to look after
as currently my social anxiety so bad can’t use any other forums or talk to people and nobody’s been to see me can’t count drs and nurses
even though really need to try find a dog sitter they said they would speak to hospital but still know won’t be quick enough… and they agreed probably won’t but that they should do more especially as I’m suffering
and they even said my dad would want me to still go if only option as NHS just let me down…. Or too slow and I don’t have longer to wait…..
but realised how much harder everything is getting and it’s scary when alone when got nobody to help decide what u should do
or talk things through with and decided everything together as always did everything together and had no secrets at all… now iv got to decide everything alone deal with everything alone
and hope I’m making the right choice and wish In some ways I believed there was something after as long as somewhere ok
then maybe I’d feel he was guiding me but there’s nothing after…. If there was he wouldn’t let me hurt so bad and I’d feel him with me and i can’t and we never believed or been religious and really wasn’t him
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As for the Welsh terrain it's honestly no bother for me or either one of my bikes they've both done Welsh Dragon Rallies, Yorkshire Bonebreakers so they'll go anywhere 
Absolutely no rush though I don't want to pressure you into anything, we'll get something arranged in due course that you're comfortable with 
the only thing I have ever posted is great job and pat on the back to people who have made spreadsheets and a couple of heads up on discounts. 
