Hi Melek
Thanks for replying and explaining things as best you can.
it sounds too much for any right minded person to be dealing with on their own and the circumstances sound awful.
I have had to be probate and mediate in a family bereavement. Everyone ended up fighting and I just shut down myself and let the greedy f*cks take what they wanted.
People really show their true characters in times like this.
It sounds like you have no support at the moment, fixing that should be the first thing to tackle.
There are some bereavement specialists provided by Citizens Advice in the UK
Website:
https://www.cruse.org.uk/
Phone
0808 808 1677
They are just there to listen and to try help. They also seem to have regional support services in Wales. Just remember to go easy on yourself as its understandable why you cant cope. People will listen and I hope you get someone more local who can see you through this really tough time.
I do want to say that your village sounds beautiful, whilst its restricting you at the moment with how remote it is + you need company. It does sound a great place to get peace.
Give the dogs a good pat from me!